Colours

sarcasm

2011-11-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

life is peachy.

how awesome is it to find that the friends you thought were your bestest don't really (ouch) give a rat's ass about you? of course i don't mind. I'm used to being treated like i'm invisible, being treated like i don't matter at all

sarcasm.

kk. i know that its hard. but its hard for me too. i dont expect anything. but. ok i dont know what i want alright. its like..... nvm think it has reached a point where goodbye is in the horizon.

where you part ways merrily and smile to each other as you turn your backs and walk off in different directions. To start anew in a different place with different people.

Life still goes on. Just like the time. It won't stay at... say 10.17 (which is right now) forever. By the time i publish this, it will be 10.18, or 10.19. That's life. Time waits for no man and things change. I hope this analogy will be good enough for me to concentrate on what i really am supposed to be doing in school - study.

Till then.

woe is me

2011-11-11T23:59:00.005+08:00

hello blogger it's been so long. its 11/11/11 today ok 1 more min left hahahahaha.

it's a disaster. There's no chance, no chance at all.

Sometimes i think like this. if you dont reply i'd stop liking you. but it doesnt work that way

grrrrrr hate this. actually i have no idea, is it infatuation or just being comfortable. kkkkk

its so troublesome. constant worrying, thinking too much, getting jealous, etc etc. i hate waiting for texts. waiting waiting and then you hear a buzz and your heart starts to pump wildly and you peek at it..... to find that it's not him.

friendship. it's so funny how most people think that we're best friends, when we're not even that close. seriously. Do we even talk much? Do you even care? You only care about yourself. Earth revolves around you. Oh what a surprise. Sigh life. The only person you can count on is yourself, and yourself only.

really wish that you feel the same but then again, i wish this feeling would go away. Just some temporary shit. I hate the dramatics involved, AS IF I'M NOT DRAMATIC ENOUGH ALRD.

KKK THIS IS A THROW EVERYTHING IN THE BLANK KINDA POST BYE

kill the hope kill the hope.

2011-09-02T01:07:00.002+08:00

HELLO. MAIN EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRR

holiday time. I must work hard next sem!!!!

hmmm. i need a job haha ok bye

OH YA I'VE BEEN WATCHING THE BIG BANG THEORY. SHELDON IS SO CUTE OMG

sleep all day

2011-06-26T16:35:00.003+08:00

HI GUYS haha i shouldn't even be blogging....

Academic writing is sucking the life out of meeeee :(

oh well anyway tuesday - thursday was tovaz chalet!!! awesome time haha got high/drunk on the first night drunk text drunk calls drunk tweets lolol anyway picturessss

i think we're damn cute hahaha

swimming!! that guard made us strip >: perrvvvvvvv

that's us pointing at him hahahahaha

okay anyway after like only 3 hours of sleep each night finally went home to crash.

And we did something crazy. which is to go clubbing. Damn tiring i swear like omg reached home from chalet at 1? sleep till 4. met them at 6. Danced all the way to 5am the next day.

I still think we're crazy. But it's k, we had fun! ^^

okay school's starting tomorrow ): ok gotta go back to my acad writing bye guysssssssss

You cast a spell on me spell on me

2011-06-21T14:01:00.003+08:00

Heading to Tovaz chalet in a few hours timeeeeeeee.

woohoo 3 days 2 nights teletubbies lai liaoooooooooooooooooooooooooo

It's at NSRCC and i'm so excited because it looks so pretty in the photos!

I had a way then losing it all on my own

2011-06-19T19:31:00.003+08:00

You know the feeling when you see some stuff and your heart sinks? And you go oh okay. Right.

Trying hard not to care but in fact you care a lot. I hate that feeling.

Dreading the day when I'll see that. That thing which will make my heart sink to my intestines and shit out into the toilet bowl lol.

okay anyway.

Celebrated Natalie's birthday on Wednesday.

Friends since sec 1! Okay not really we hated each other in secondary 1 and frenemies in sec 2 hahahaha. Love you!! <3

patchwork quilt

2011-06-18T01:59:00.004+08:00

It's hard not to judge.

People see what they want to see.

They see things they way THEY want to see.

If I say I don't judge, I would be lying. I do judge. Way too much and I know how wrong that is.

Especially some incidents that happened lately, I dare say I've even bitched about it.

However after seeing some stuff, i'm going to try to keep an open mind.

erasing any preconceived notions about you or anything regarding you and just.... you know, start on a clean slate.

But sometimes I just can't figure you out.

who are you exactly.

just because i know this and that, just because people talk about this and that, doesn't mean that our opinion of the person is correct.

So yeah. I guess the correct phrase would be giving you the benefit of the doubt.

Side note: trying to slowly revive this space, just for myself.

It's kinda therapeutic to blog. All thoughts neatly typed out in the text box instead of swimming around in some kind of weird formation in my head alright i've been sleeping at 3am for the past few........... weeks. Skin's like some warzone.

and i can't wait for tovaz chalet! :)

Like sunlight burning at midnight

2011-06-16T00:33:00.002+08:00

So true. Endless waiting.

I have no idea why am I still holding on.

Do I really need the real thing to come up one day and make that one last hope disappear?

Sometimes I don't know if hope's a good or bad thing.

Too much hope = more disappointment

sometimes in life it's better to not expect too much.

time to move on

P I C T U R E S

2011-06-15T01:12:00.005+08:00

Okay some pictures for the fun of it. So boring and wordy

yesterday at the library

Erm the day we celebrated Jonathan's birthday and that's not him that's Nicholas acting as tho its his birthday hahahahahahaha

Happy birthday jon!

happy birthday masonnnnnn~

Happy birthday Bellalalalalalalalaaalalallalala

This is my scorpio friend Zixian she's very weird i think she's weirder than me *shifty eyes*

But i still love her cos she's a BZ hahahahaha

Sunday's dinner!!!! I STILL WANT CRABS MAN COME ON

AND HAHAHAHAHA LOL.

CCN day which was like 50 years ago LOL

okay i totally forgot how to blog.

Pictures are from facebook and credits to whoever that took them!

2011-06-14T02:35:00.001+08:00

I bet if i stayed up waiting by the phone or computer the whole night, nothing would happen.

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name it sounds so sweet

2011-06-14T01:57:00.002+08:00

Coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words it makes me weak
I like this song.

Currently on 2 weeks holiday but it's pretty packed :(
Term tests came and went and.....i think i did pretty badly. Le Sigh.
But it's okay let's move on!! Tovaz chalet next week, can't wait!

On another note, some people are reaaaaaalllllyyyyy hard to read.
I have no idea what you're thinking. At times you're so nice and it makes me think, are you for real?
Or is it just me? I just can't seem to trust people 100%.

Alrighto. I shall plan what to do tomorrow.
Let's wake up naturally and finish my sociology assignment which is supposed to be due by 10 June (Yikes!) and...... take a look at my part in Gerontology project?
Catch up on Gossip Girl. Omg i just finished HIMYM WHO IS BARNEY GOING TO MARRY IT'S KILLIN ME WHY CLIFFHANGERS WHY NEXT SEASON SEPTEMBER YOU KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

ok this blog is a ghost town HAHA no one comes here.

Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven

2011-05-17T21:22:00.003+08:00

HI blog! it's been so long since i've been here :)
i'm currently in Temasek Polytechnic! Loving this school and the people i met alot.
Major events were the FOC which is awesome and all the outings!!

still floaty regarding school work :( need to buck uppppppp

crushes come and go, so i hope the next time i come back here, i would be over you already.
either that or........ LOL K SHUT UP ALYSON

2011-01-12T16:40:00.004+08:00

stupid ass.

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She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart

2011-01-01T00:43:00.002+08:00

Happy 2011 guys! :D
I spent the last seconds of 2010 tagging xinyu's face hahahaha

2010 was good to me, except for several spats here and there but oh well hot tempered & bitchy me :(
But to be honest, i don't regret losing you as a friend.

I WANT TO TALK TO YOU BUT I GUESS YOU'RE HAVING FUN OUTSIDE PARTYING AREN'T YOU

PS: i hope my workplace calls me in to work. I need the money!

PPS: BTW i totally forgotten about my blogspot until Christina reminded me on Twitter!

Helllooo *waves*

ok anyway i'm kinda more active at http://enrout-e.livejournal.com

but its more touchy feely stuff over there and the more touchy feely stuff are friend locked lol K WHY AM I BABBLING

ummmmm yup. I kinda like making new friends :)

Cheers to new friends

OMG AND I THINK O LEVEL RESULTS IS IN 10 DAYS PRAY WITH ME, SPAMMERS AT MY TAGBOARD LOL.

less than 14 but i reall have no confidence :(

Just

2010-11-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

one more paper!!!!!!!!

When she talks she some how creeps into my dreams

2010-11-05T15:24:00.005+08:00

how fast time flies! O's are going to be over.

3 more papers, let's do it!!!!

someone asked am i going to do anything since O's are going to be over.

Nope i can't!

PS: i don't blog anymore, i tweet! ^~^

http://twitter.com/cucumberA

50 Things you can learn from Korean dramas

2010-10-23T20:22:00.004+08:00

If you watch alot of dramas, you’d agree with most of these.

1) Hot, rich, younger men love fat, older vulgar women.

2) If you have a best guy friend, he is in love with you. And secretly you are too.

3) You and your boyfriend will always playfully chase each other on an ice rink, at the beach, or in the leaves. And you’ll laugh for no reason and your boyfriend will hit you “playfully” but the force of his push will have you flying across the room. But it’s okay. Cuz you’re still laughing like a crazy person.

4) Brothers/cousin/uncles-newphews will always love the same girl.

5) You’re allowed to make u-turns wherever you want in Korea. And there is never traffic on the side you want to u-turn to.

6) There is a super quick payment device that allows you to pay a bill quickly enough for a guy to run immediately out of a restaurant after his angry girlfriend storms out.

7) Everyone has cancer.

8) If you’re sick, all you need is an IV to make you feel lots better.

9) There is vomit and urine all over Seoul at nights.

10) Fighting at a pojangmacha with a random stranger is merely part of a normal night’s event.

11) Soju must cost 10 cents. Everyone drinks it everyday all the time, especially the poor people. I still dont get why thats all they drink in dramas

12) If you’re rich, you’re a jerk.

13) If you’re poor, you’re an angel.

14) Women sleep and wake up with a full set of makeup on.

15) You’re not studying hard enough unless you get a nosebleed.

16) If you have a nosebleed, you most definitely have cancer. And you have no money to pay for the surgery that will save your life. And your liver is missing. We’re not sure where it went, but it’s making your cancer progress faster.

17) If you work in a sool jeep, you have massively curly hair and wear flashy colors from the early 90’s.

18) You always order orange juice or coffee at a cafe. And you never drink it. EVER.<>

41) There are only 2 ways to kiss. You either press your lips against theirs with your mouth completely shut, and just press away for a very long and uncomfortable time. OR you devour the other person and suck out their soul. In both instances, the world spins.

42) A guy will always get the right size ring, even if you’re never held hands.

43) People stare off into space and ponder a lot. They’ll just stop in the middle of the road and watch a leaf on a tree for a good three minutes, and just ponder.

44) You’ll get pregnant the first time you have sex.

45) You’ll get pregnant if he kisses you on the forehead.

46) Hell- you’ll get pregnant if you hold hands.

47) If you overcome great obstacles to be together, one of you must die. Probably due to cancer.

48) One korean man can kick the butts of 6 gangstas. Especially when they all stand in a circle and attack the guy one by one. Then when each of them get their butts OWNED, they wise up and attack the guy at the same time. Then the guy will get pulverized and bleed out onto the dusty concrete floor of the empty warehouse they’ve found to fight in. There will be a fire in a trashcan somewhere. And the girl will have watched this the entire time, screaming in horror. Instead of calling 119, she’ll just watch and cry. But it’s okay. Cuz the next day the guy will be fine with a few random bandages and a few face scars. But never a black eye.

49) It ain’t a real fight unless the gangstas fight dirty with a stick or switchblade.

50) If you study in the states (preferably Harvard), you are one of the top students and can speak perfect English (as assumed by the reactions of those around you). Why the rest of the world OUTSIDE of the TV can’t understand a single word uttered out of your melodramatic mouth is beyond me.

Just thought i'd share this! I've not been blogging. O's in a 2 days!!!!! /screams/

to be honest, i'm not very prepared. Sigh.

Blow Me A Kiss

2010-10-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

Nothing more

Time to say goodbye on Thursday.

I don't want to.

no man's land.

2010-09-30T20:35:00.003+08:00

I'm kind of hovering. i want an exciting life!!!!!!!!

Sungkyunkwan Scandal is good. I know i should not be watching it but its like 2 ep a week cos it hasn't been aired finish and i need a break ok i know, excuses, excuses.

BUT GUESS WHAT. rejoice, parents, cos I THINK KBS LICENSED THE EPISODES THEN EP 10 IS NOT OUT YET I'M TOTALLY DYING FROM THE ANTICIPATION OMG I COULD CRY

*swallows pill*

i have a love hate relationship with episode endings.

Love the cliffhanger, makes me want to go to next episode. But hate it when ITS NOT OUT.

oh ya, as with every drama i watch, I OFFICIALLY HAVE A NEW CRUSH

hahahhahahaha its the main lead yayyyyyyyyyyyy

abrupt ending.

Bye!

play all night, sleep all day.

2010-09-25T22:30:00.001+08:00

so true.

But nonetheless, i still cherish these years :)

roaming towns chasing skies

2010-09-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

blobfish like so sad :<

breaking glass

2010-09-21T18:42:00.001+08:00

but no. I'm not her.

2010-09-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

"What happened to us,
all i could remember was being happy,
then how did we get here,
like this."

kope from xinyu blog

2010-09-17T20:14:00.002+08:00

This like so fun leh

If....

1. …If a stranger kissed you, you would-

stare and kick him in the balls

2. …If your shirt got caught on a hook, exposing you in front of everyone, you would-

grab some rags LOL

3. …If you farted in the middle of the room and you feel people staring, you would-

laugh out loud and say HAHAHAH HE FART SIA SO SMELLY

4. …If you got a prank call at 1am in the morning, you would-

i don't on my phone at that time??? *bimbo voice*

5. …If someone pulled down your pants (guys) / pulled up you top (gals), you would-

6. …If someone blamed you for something you did not do, you would-

go wtf and then rant.

7. …If someone finds out you were at fault, you would-

apologize?

8. …If you were slapped in front of everyone, you would-

Cry. Slap back.

9. …If you spilled coffee on yourself before an important event and there was no time to change, you would-

say its the new tie dye in thing current trend oh man you didn't know?? you're SO OUT. (again, in a bimbo voice)

10. …If you realised you haven’t done your homework before you reached school, you would-

not bother.

11. …If the cutest guy/gal in your entire Grade asks you out, you would-

sorry i have someone in mind already JK WHEN? hahahahaha

12. …If you see your best friend hitting on your significant other, you would-

fuck off beeeeesssssshhhh no la they won't :)

13. …If you are held back in school for lab duty but your friends are talking about catching a really cool movie, you would-

hello i'm a student i pay for my education and not to clean up? (again, in a bimbo tone)

14 …If you see your classmate cheating on a test, you would-

not bother :/

15. …If you see someone looking lost, you would-

sup need help? JK go download the iphone app, friend.

16. …If you see your teacher out of school, you would-

HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO

17. …If someone drops a $50 note, you would-

give back :)

18. …If the cashier accidentally gives you extra change, you would-

hardly count the money i just dump it in my wallet but i'll return if i saw lah

19. …If your friend asks you to steal something, you would-

where do they sell something?

20. …If your class is putting on a play and you realize, too late, that you haven’t memorized all your lines, you would-

improvise!!!!

21. …If you confessed to your crush and she rejects you, you would-

you mean he! i'll cry and whine and cry and whine and then eat some ice cream watch some shows and i'll forget . LOL

Would you…

22. Skip school on a whim?

hmmmmm maybe

23. Stay home because I haven’t studied for a test?

nope

24. Kiss someone for a dare?

no !

25. Hug a total stranger when he looks really down?

haha no? maybe that's the stranger's 24/7 look lor

27. Blackmail someone for extra cash?

woohoo

28. Gain 20kg for a movie?

wow i'll be colossal

29. Drink a whole pack of beer during a reunion?

nope

30. Eat a bug for a dare?

yuck no

31. Go vegetarian for a week?

depends

32. Go without water for a day?

nopeeee

33. Climb Mount Everest?

hahaha no

34. Go scuba diving?

maybe

35. Shave off your hair for a good cause?

don't think so :( my hair is one of my precious things

36. Study abroad?

why not!!! but i'll get homesick

37. Skip a relative’s wedding for a night out with your friends?

hahaha no!!!

38. Forge your parents’ signature on a failed test?

once :/

39. Get married at 18?

woooooo no.

40. Get or get someone pregnant at 16?

NO?

41. Marry someone younger than you?

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

42. Marry a relative?

incest?!?!?!

43. Rear a python?

nope scared i die

44. Learn an instrument to impress others?

piano piano piano piano

45. Put yourself at risk to help a friend?

depends on the friend

Would you rather…

46. Eat chilli or wasabi?

wasabi!

47. Go without a blanket or pillow?

pillow

48. Listen to English songs or other languages?

both

49. Have a few best friends or many acquaintances?

few best friends!

50. Final question. Would you rather have done this quiz or play another game?

i rather read my book

SO LONG NVR DO THIS KINDA THING

before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.

2010-09-17T20:11:00.001+08:00

HI.
i just want to say that.............................................................
i'm tired. like tired :( just want to on the fan and get into my warm toasty bed under the sheets and read the book till i sleep or something.
But instead, i have to do math!!!
this is life man

sob sob i wanna go Ismail's house tmr but i got tuitionnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :(

i wanna go and play and visit and talk and laugh with friends!!!!

PS: seems like almost everyone has an iphone!

OH YA ANYONE HAS PS I LOVE YOU ???? FEEL LIKE READING IT

All we can do is dream

2010-09-16T22:34:00.003+08:00

2010 is weird and fast. Met "new" people.

New meaning people in school whose name i know but never thought we would talk often/become closer hehe Sirui i'm looking at you.

I've been on this emotional rollercoaster for the past ermmmm 3-4 months.

Don't see any signs of me getting off the ride or the technician pulling the trigger but it was fun when i was at the top. Now all that's left is to chionggggggggggg for O level. Sigh squeezing 4 yrs of education into what, 1 month of studying??

random :

This room so nice!! i want it when i get married. If i do lah haha!

so good for snuggling up to a loved one. OR TO GET FRIENDS OVER AND WRECK THE PLACE

PS: i skipped school today and it felt good! ok no i had a legitimate reason ok i was sick

CRUMBS

2010-09-10T22:26:00.006+08:00

um from last friday or smth.

no words, just pictures.

HAHA OK I TOTALLY LOST MY BLOGGING ZEST.

Twitter killed blogging i swear!

All i want to say has been condensed into 140 characters and into Twitter.

Cos its more convenient! You can stalk me on twitter if you want ^^

here's something to dampen your happy mood : O's in around 6 weeks or so.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

PS: huge photos cos i koped from facebook :/ I KNOW, ITS BAD.

Photobooth is fun though.

2010-09-09T18:34:00.001+08:00

distant and cold.

oh how i hate it.

i feel good

2010-09-06T16:33:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA

I SOOOO WANT THIS

no title cos its as plain as paper, how you feel about me. Nothing.

2010-09-05T19:52:00.002+08:00

Talking about it.
Or perhaps to even get that load off my chest. But that would mean ruining something that is important to me.
I hate that I've made you this important in my life when I mean nothing in yours.
we're prolly not even going to talk anymore.
pah. Stupid. Should never get so close to someone ever again.
i keep building a wall around my heart, then i see you and it all falls apart.

i fucking miss it so much. you, everything, old times, old friends, carefree times.
it hurts so much because it will not be the same anymore. Cliche, i know. But true.
i want that bubbling happiness back. The happiness that gives you an adrenaline surge and no matter what happens you know everything is going to be fine cos you have something to think back to. Something that you can daydream about and even have the slightest hope that maybe, just maybe he feels the same way. The happiness that turns your legs to jelly and your heart racing and your fingers trembling when he talks to you. The happiness that leaves you grinning from ear to ear and smiling to yourself. The feeling that brings about that happiness i'll probably won't get to experience again. Its all just a sad, sad game. I've been a fool to even think that way. To indulge in my deluded fantasies.

its time to forget and to move on.

HOLIDAYS

2010-09-05T11:39:00.001+08:00

its holiday timeeeeeee. HAAALLLLIIIIDAAAAY

I'm really lazy to upload pictures and update blog.

LET'S WAIT TILL PHOTOS ARE UP OR SMTH.

TILL THEN :)

MONDAY

2010-08-30T18:31:00.003+08:00

GEOG P2!!!! or was it .

it iz difficult :(

Baked cookies with the girls (or rather i sat down and squished the dough or sat in front of the fan)

then went sherman house with dion omg revisiting P6 ahhh i wanna play the soccer chicken rice after that damn my stomach hurts!!

ok math now bye

crush

2010-08-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

What are the first 5 words you see?

-Crush, lice, kick, secrets, scum

Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time.

so interesting!! i got it from tumblr

quite true lol.

tell me what you saw! :)

W

2010-08-27T15:05:00.004+08:00

it's been a hella long hectic week.

stupid exams. Left with geog andddd

practical aka sweat-your-pits-out-session cos all fans turned off, windows closed, blinds drawn.

what the fuck i know right

Anyway. Tonight. Will you?

2010-08-25T22:33:00.001+08:00

I love being happy :)

Time Capsule

2010-08-21T22:56:00.001+08:00

I want to do a time capsule thing. I'll write a letter to you.

5 years later we meet. And we'll see what we wrote. What has changed. Maybe....

It's not the same anymore

2010-08-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

bye love cos we're on different levels now.

G

2010-08-20T15:15:00.002+08:00

Stupid patronizing paragraph.

I never knew how hard i clung on to that little shred of hope until it has been taken away.

See.

Allow me to wallow in self pity kkthx.

2010-08-17T23:06:00.001+08:00

satisfaction.

G

2010-08-15T17:09:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO CUT MY FRINGE

k off to google

ok done. no diff but neater!!!!

baklava

2010-08-13T16:58:00.002+08:00

aaaahhh Sirui so nice LOL.

18 chefs with the girls just now yeay to cheese !

Going out soon sigh have to bring my math homework :(

w

2010-08-12T15:47:00.002+08:00

Surprised that some peoples' words never go through their heads when they speak.

You should know better than to say that, no?

Narcissism

2010-08-09T22:02:00.004+08:00

i totally need a haircut.

like totally? -american accent-

hmmmmz bakerzin today i'm so disappointed the service was appaling the food was nothing to shout about the cheesecakes were flimsy. I like cheescakes with a firm base.

Nvm erm wait i forgot the place Jaslyn was saying she'll bring me to.

hmmmzzz

iiee ammz tryiinqq turhh sh0ww 0rff maiii eyelashhess leyhs.

though it failed

i really love myself

OK I'M SERIOUSLY BORED PLSSSSSSS

I AM SO WEIRD I SWEAR HAHA BE MAII FWENZ OHHKAYYYS????

(ok i realise my face looks like its having some spasm. HMM)

oh ya i cooked soba for daddy today and then we had to throw away the frying pan. No prizes for guessing what happened ok. kkbye

Devoid of feelings

2010-08-09T12:04:00.001+08:00

Huisi just asked me how am i going to celebrate National Day today.

I replied "with my math book"

sigh i have tuition later at 1? AND THEN BAKERZIN LATER WITH THE PHYSIC GIRLS I'M SO EXCITED :)))))

Slowly withdrawing.

What was before is now an empty shell

i am so bloody lost

aftertwelve

2010-08-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

Bloody Hell.

i love my style last year at my livejournal blog!!!

http://aftert-welve.livejournal.com/

we were all so young and carefree *plays some nostalgic tone*

shall get my happy thang back kayyyyy :)

OH YA I THINK THIS GIRL DAMN CUTE http://aftert-welve.livejournal.com/23028.html

PS: i did homework today! *cheers*

PPS: ok i really love myself.

insane

2010-08-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

I feel so fucking crazy i hate you one moment and the other moment i like you then i'm angry at you and why am i angry and someone asked me what did you do and i thought about it and decided yes the fact that you did FUCKING NOTHING NADA ZIP ZERO angers me yes i think i'm furious at fb i see you everyfuckingwhere why don't someone just cart me off to the mental hospital please i can't understand myself why am i so fucking insane so fucking crazy so freaking .

yes moodswings like an erratic pendulum and no please don't be condescending and say your time of the month ah fuck off man.

sorry i just had to pour this negative energy out somewhere somewhere

scraped knees and broken hearts. (II)

2010-08-06T18:10:00.006+08:00

picturessssss:

bimboz

hearts my hair lol.

my ball!!

hearts my class!!

oh credits to Xinyu :)

scraped knees and broken hearts.

2010-08-06T13:07:00.003+08:00

Still trying to figure myself out. But then again, aren't we all?

Remained status quo, 3rd place this year i love my girls cos we all decided to tie special hairstyles for today :)

Watch this space cos i'm gunna post photos once xinny uploads themmmm

i'm so frigging tired. Tuition in about 2 hours. But, LONG WEEKEND !!!!!

t

2010-08-03T17:38:00.004+08:00

yeay! We won the match today :)))))))))))))

haters are just haters. It's their job to hate. Their occupation.

i don't care if you say that i'm bitchy because that's me. I take no bull from people like you.

Polaroids♥

2010-08-02T17:12:00.011+08:00

(spot the difference)

Pooooooolaroids ♥

and yes, i'm blogging. LOL.

Charity Bazaar today i heartz polaroids kkk.

poor girl who had to take 9 photos continuously of us hehe.

2010-07-29T17:58:00.004+08:00

TIME IS TICKING 3 MORE MONTHS :(

2010-07-29T17:58:00.002+08:00

One. New. Message

2010-07-26T20:18:00.004+08:00

I. AM. GOING. TO. START. STUDYING. FOR. PRELIMS. BY. THIS. WEEK

SHIT MAN I HAVEN'T START SO SPELL ROYALLY FUCKED FOR ME KKTHX

booster session (again??) tmr after school YOU BETTER WORK WONDERS

on a side note, my sticky jar lasted till today how awesome is that one week already lehhhh

poem

2010-07-24T21:02:00.001+08:00

Star light, star bright,
The first star I see tonight;
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight

FAVORITE POEM EVER. PERIOD.

twm

2010-07-22T20:13:00.003+08:00

sigh

out of context but i'm waiting for my egg tarts <3

INTER

2010-07-20T23:01:00.001+08:00

INTERVIEW TMR I'M SHAKINGGGGGG.

on another note, BLIND BY LIFEHOUSE IS AWESOME

YES!!!!

2010-07-19T21:28:00.001+08:00

HALLELUJAH I'M CALLED

suspense

2010-07-15T19:32:00.001+08:00

THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING EVERYONE!!! *INSERTS EPIC MUSIC*

http://www.dramabutton.com/

please callllll *insert Agnes's pouting face*

MOVIE GALORE

2010-07-13T15:04:00.001+08:00

DESPICABLE ME TMR WAHEYYYYYYYY!!!!

S

2010-07-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

Gotta get the oomph back,

to get back on track

to block out all distractions

tmr will be a new day a new start a new beginning

DPA

2010-07-09T21:59:00.004+08:00

alright i submitted my application online yesterday!!!!

*crosses fingers* really hope i can get the interview and in to the course i want.

PS: bought 2 new books today. Who's a happy girl? me!!!

BTW i will be a happier girl if you get me this cardigan!!

HARROW

2010-07-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

I'M

BACK TO UPLOAD PHOTOS.

CELEBRATED EVELINA'S BIRTHDAY ON MONDAY!!

Bonsai she will kill me if she sees this name haha long story

likez huisi's cam

all took from facebook.

tmr's dpa opening application thing please i really really wish i will get selected !!!!!!!!

m

2010-06-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

Sigh. Got to redo DPA writeup. I have no idea how to start (again)

oh well ~~~

magic.

did you ever

2010-06-30T19:42:00.001+08:00

we all did.

2010-06-27T18:32:00.002+08:00

Dear girl,

WHICH PART OF FUCK OFF DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND .

today sucks. School starts tmr. I had major stomach trouble and i vomited below some void deck wtf i hate people who did that but i did it its uncontrollable !!!!!

-insert sad faces-

FLEA

2010-06-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

FLEA DAY TODAY HEHE CHEAP THRILLS CHEAP THRILLS.

so hungry. I love subway triple berry thing ok bye.

every song reminds me of you

2010-06-24T19:40:00.007+08:00

GRRRR.

school's starting.

but got flea this saturday luvvvvvv ‎♡‎♡‎♡‎♡‎♡

double ♡‎♡‎

let's start over again.

2010-06-22T18:57:00.003+08:00

Dion came over to do chinese oral together~

Homeworks :( School's starting ahhhh my sleep

i'm cherishing every morning lie in !!! ( i set my alarm to 6.18 and when i wake i find joy in feeling that year holiday can sleep lol ) NO I'M NOT PERVERT.

bloooopz

2010-06-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

I DIG BRAIDED HEADBANDS AM GUNNA LIVE IN THEM LOL

Unpredictable

2010-06-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THIS COVER HIS VOICE OMG ITS THE BEST

oh manz Germany lost to Serbia 0-1

WC

2010-06-17T12:48:00.001+08:00

Spain VS Switzerland yesterday

0-1 am i sad or sad !!

today's Argentina vs South korea and i want to watch but got tuitionnnnn

i'm tempted to skip lol.

but anyway Spain ftw i dont careeeeeeee

no one said it was easy

2010-06-16T13:24:00.008+08:00

Celebrated Natalie's early birthday yesterdayyy with Yiting Joeanna Racy and of course Natalie

Lied to her that i and yt couldn't make it lol and popped into ~~kopitiam~~ to surprise her.

I KNOW SUCH A WEIRD PLACE HAHA WHO ASK THEY GO THERE FOR LUNCH.

anyway, photo spam!!

deco cake

size 6 sneakers that made my feet die. LOL i usually a 7 or 7.5 but cos it was nice then i squeeze in and thought it was ok but who knew hours later......

brightness killz. Was waiting at the terrace.

poor cake :(

@ Bowling.

Left to right : Alyson, Yiting, Joeanna, Racy

Done by Joeanna! cute drawings why can't i draw

NATALIE WITH THE MOLEE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16TH NATALIE <33333

love youuuuu

not going to go into a long story here haha :/

dammit

2010-06-15T11:16:00.001+08:00

fuck you twitter and your overcapacity -_-

FAIL WHALE FAIL WHALE FAIL WHALE .

shall update this space later tataaaa

changes

2010-06-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

yeah cos we all have

friends

now

and we are not as close. Or rather, don't really need each other

but the fact that it is so doesn't stop me from feeling the pang in my heart - what will happen next year when we are not in the same school?

fail day

2010-06-14T19:36:00.006+08:00

wasted a day lazing around doing nothing apart from reading and breaking a plate and cooking the most revolting pasta ever.

looks tasty. RIGHT

swept up nicely lol

i swear when it bounced off the counter and onto the floor i was shocked and just stood there with my mouth hung open and it literally broke into a million pieces in front of my eyes. Of course the typical knee-jerk reaction is to quickly catch it or something but i just....

nom nom new addiction

chain reaction

2010-06-12T23:57:00.004+08:00

Din Tai Fung with family today~

xiao long bao. i could eat them for the rest of my life.

my auto focus is like weird. SEE THATS WHY I NEED A CAM DADDY EVEN MY PHONE IS HINTING ME COS MEMORY FULL AND I REFUSE TO DELETE THEM. refuse to yes.

Drunken cold chicken. i have no idea why but i just love cold chicken . Still remember that time in Beijing got this cold spicy chicken and the peking duck oooof sinful.

mommy. Daddy was beside me lol

AND I SPILLED COKE ON MY PHONE. And dropped it for the umpteen time . which is nothing new

Shopping afterwards lol tmall to t1 and to tmall again i finally got my dark blue polish. And earings. And new bra. And shorts. And water bottle .

yeay to shopping with parents haha shall go to f21 with them ~~and buy the whole store~~

PS: i wanna go somewhere hkish cos got HK style chee chong fan and HAR GAO

*har gao har gao har gao*

i left home with a stuffy nose and bad cold but after buying something it miraculously disappeared. Behold the power of "Retail Therapy" that cures any illness. grab one now at your nearest store!

Holidays

2010-06-11T17:07:00.001+08:00

to hell with physics.

You don't see people calculating the turning force of the wheel on a bus do you.

Neither do they record the time taken for a bus to roll down a slope. REPEATEDLY.

anyway its time for holidays YES NAILS YES YES YES NAIL COLOURS.

anyone up for a pediiiiiiiiiiii

flames to... whhhhat?

2010-06-10T16:21:00.006+08:00

write up less then 250 words why so shortttt .

and i really pray i can get in like really really really with all my fingers and toes crossed.

out of context but i shall do my blog on saturday? Din Tai Fung with family i dont care if Dion says it suck !! cos i will psycho them into shopping = buying stuff for me.......

i want to sleep 7.30 tuition taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

new camera plox.

saw this shoe today. With baby pink laces its absolutely adorable.

HARLOW.

2010-06-09T21:43:00.003+08:00

OK I'M BACK AGAIN I SWEAR I'LL BLOG MORE.
ok i realise that i turn to my blog when i'm in a sad mood. Kinda.

no i just saw something you know something you knowwwww.

i.need.to.think.up.of.something.for.DPA.writeup.ASAPPPPP

sugar coated lips

2010-05-23T15:19:00.003+08:00

Went Wisma Atria to get my wallet yeayyy <3

Got C's present!

the rest is @ facebook.

i wanna go shopping againnnnnnnn

PS: ok i know this post is very unorganized. Been out of touch with blogging for soooooo long so yeah.

tumblr

2010-04-28T18:39:00.002+08:00

http://beesandhoney.tumblr.com/

I HAVE TUMBLR FOLKS.

OH WELL HOW DEEP YOU ARE

2010-04-27T15:56:00.001+08:00

MYE

http://www.nooooooooooooooo.com/

shake shake shakkkeeeee.

2010-04-26T20:42:00.006+08:00

I DON'T CARE MACDONALS SHAKER FRIES IS THE BESTTTTT <3

oh well. I keep saying "i'm officially ugly lol" to my friends heh no i'm not being mean!

i'm still grieving over my fringe hahaha JQ said your house got fire ah! your fringe got burned off ok stop rambling.

I SAY GIVE IT 2 MONTHS~

zis is my crazy friend!

studystudystudymugmugmug is there more to my life?

guess not.

fringe affairs

2010-04-25T21:49:00.007+08:00

my poor fringe. I wanted it like that i told her to cut it like that but it ended up like this.

can't blame her cos my fringe is just stubborn. and piecey? and choppy. urgh .

this sucks.

yeah i'm trying to act cute to distract you from my fringe~

AND IGNORE MY CLOTHES/PJS COS IM GUNNA GO SLEEP SOON LOL SNOOPY FTWWW.

PS: lol i'm now a victim of unfortunate haircuts and i shall not laugh at ppl with unfortunate haircuts anymore lol . HAIR WILL GROW SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....

PPS: hahah to jackie & dion my side swept bangs FAILED.

o

2010-04-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

true. yeah. hmmm. freaky.

2010-04-22T20:45:00.001+08:00

I'M DETERMINED TO SCORE WELL FOR CHEM TEST. OR ANY TEST COS I'LL FUCKING PROVE YOU RIGHT AND MAKE YOU EAT YOUR WORDS & HAT K.

GAMBATTEMASSS. anw chinese oral today was an EPIC FAIL. i kept stuttering and slurring my words lol.

W

2010-04-21T20:24:00.001+08:00

I LOVE OSTS.

feeling more optimistic. what can i say?

have to juggle school homework studies (ok the same lol) free time movie time ~~dating time~~ drama time

bananas

2010-04-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

so happyyyyy siwon has twitter hehe ep 9 coming out btw!

misty mountains

2010-04-18T18:57:00.003+08:00

I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY TIRED OF SEC 4 LIFE.

i need a life. But this year isn't a year for a life filled with fun.

hmm. Beatty Canberry papers up next byeeeeeeeeeeeee

AND GUESS WHAT.

tmr's school. (again) how i wish it can get cancelled due to a sudden heavy snowstorm. (i wish) or a lightning storm. Or a thunderstorm. JUST CANCEL IT FOR GODS SAKE

2010-04-15T21:53:00.001+08:00

cute.

2010-04-12T18:18:00.001+08:00

wanna shoot itunes and my idiocy.

my 1000 plus songs disappeared just like that kapuuuut. Needa redownload. *shoots*

don't wanna elaborate.

i think my life is amazing.

2010-04-11T12:22:00.002+08:00

Monday : wake at 6. School at 7.30 till 2. 2.30 to 4+ ASP. back home. Homework, computer. Usually sleep at 11.

Tuesday : wake at 6. School at 7.30 till 2. Home at 2.30 eat sleep wake up at 7 do homework computer sleep at 11.

Wednesday: wake at 6. school at 7.30 till 2. CCA till 6. Dinner till 7. home bath do homework computer sleep at 11

Thursday : wake at 6. school at 7.30 till 2. ASP till 4.30 . Tuition at 7 to 9. Home homework computer sleep at 12.

Friday: wake at 6. school at 7.30 till 12.45 . home sleep 4.30 go grandma house back at 11. computer. sleep at 1

Saturday: wake at 12. Tuition at 2 till 4. Home. homework computer sleep tv sleep @ 12

Sunday: wake at 12. tuition at 1.30 till 3.30. home. homework computer sleep .

Routine. I'm not a stickler to routines. I have poor time management = i'm late 90% of the time. Does not mean that you're not important to me.

And when i fucking take the time to message/talk to you don't you dare brush me off like an insignificant thing. Take that

smurfs

2010-04-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

Dion Choi lol. This year's cards shall be damn wordy and chio hehehe.

time to save

2010-04-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE GET ME THIS AND I'LL LOVE YOU TO BITTY BITS <3

time to save $_$

vrrrrooooommmm

2010-04-07T20:35:00.002+08:00

i'm not going to blog!

my life's boring. same old routine cant wait till CCA ends tho.

can't wait till poly life. kinda. but i cant bear my friendssssss. And i dont wanna make new friends cos i dont like to. the whole process of smiling till my cheeks ache. Hmmm

well well well what can i say?

last year so lets set the motor to max and step on the accelerator .

Lol i wrote the wretched donkey as the damned donkey in compre vocab test hehehe XY wrote screwed lol.

" that's what she said! " LOL

hmmmm

2010-04-03T13:57:00.002+08:00

Mike Hollingshead.

awesome pictures.

When in rome with Jas later . cant wait ^^

lol i just experienced the "That sad sinking feeling in your chest when you find out something " facebook group thing.

but nah its the past. i'm in the present so i'll focus on it and the future .

i don't want to think anymore.

2010-04-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

god knows what's on your mind.

Happy Good Friday people. Ok its saturday now.

My saturday's officially ruined cos some person ruined the whole show.

kkbb

disappearing act

2010-03-31T23:42:00.004+08:00

old songs brings back old memories.

once visited places recreate situations in which we try to will them back again.

lol so much fuss bout the hot relief teacher? Tmr i think mrs lee not coming so maybe....

long time didnt post PROPER post?

god i'm lazy to explain. i wanna play piano so badddllllllyyyyy.

& i should totally quit badm altogether i suck so bad at it -__-

anyway. stepping down soon?

PS: I STILL HAVEN'T DONE MY CHINESE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK LETS HOPE TEDDY WON'T SEE THIS HAHAHA LOL @ COM LAB INCIDENT.

I ♥ MY BLOGSONG.

thanks.

2010-03-30T18:42:00.003+08:00

Hi. distance. I blanked you. good idea?

or were you just fooling around. Like all the others.

" Love means holding onto someone just as hard as you can because if you don’t, one blink and they might disappear forever. "

i love quote book.

(L)

2010-03-28T20:02:00.000+08:00

It’s all just magic when I think about you.